Glass-Air Boundary

♥Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Damn it, I just need someone to talk to. Someone who listens rather then hears. Someone who's willing rather then forced. It seems like one by one, they're leaving. And slowly, I'm left here standing alone and all I see are backs turned. I can't figure out why. God. Help me.

It seems I keep messing everything up. Am I not contented with what I already have? Maybe, just maybe I'm not. I keep searching for a person to fall back on, to keep me rooted. Someone whom I can come to, who's deeper then bones. 'Cause right now, I'm crumbling into a million pieces- more than sands on beaches, more then stars in the night sky. Sooner or later, I'll lend at ground zero and it's only a matter of time now.

I'm keeping it together, atleast I seem okay. Atleast I think so. I'm only human. I've got my pride, I will not cry but its making me weak. I guess I'm just going to have to go through the motion.

I'm not that kind of girl that you can let down and think everything's ok. Boy, I'm only human. Look into the corners of your mind and you'll see that I've been there for you through good and bad times. But at the same time, I can't be that Superwoman that you want me to be.

I think I've lost myself. I don't seem to recognise who I am and what I stand for anymore. Is this the result of giving too much? Someone just hear me out.

11:40:00 pm;